Hey world! I linked you again! It’s been so long since I last updated my blog. I doubt that anyone still reading my blog, but it doesn’t really matter. I just feel like updating something here. Yes, Jun Hong couldn’t fall into sleep again.

I realised something. Those things that I promised people, I normally tried my best to keep up with it, but those that I promised myself, I usually just break it every time. I also realised that it will be easier for me to keep up with my thoughts, if I updated it here. So, yes! My life now is like a totally mess rojak. I need to reorder it and get back the regulation.

Firstly, studies. I think I just totally screwed it up, which I don’t think it is good. It has nothing to do with my sweet relationship. Procrastination rules my world now. Well, actually I got a lot of times for my studies, but somehow I just wasted my time in doing something else. Normally, my girl end class later than mine, so I have plenty of waiting time. No more “later”, no more ‘let’s go walk walk’, no more ‘facebook-ing’, no more gaming on weekdays. Seriously, I got to stick to my plan and let the book rules my free hour. Especially this week onwards, I will have lesser time for school work as my weekend will be used to do other stuff. PLEASE JUNHONG, STOP PROCASTINATING!

Secondly, work. Serene called me, I did promise to help her in mid Nov to mid Dec as this period usually the peak of tourism. Actually, in such situation, I shall not keep up with my words. I think my studies already really very bad. But let’s face the problems; my pocket is burning a HUGE hole. Well, again. This has nothing to do with my cute little Jia Yi okay! You never know how good is her alright! In actual facts, she is actually stingier than me. Normally, I saw girl don’t really care about boyfriend money so much. In fact, I saw a lot who used boyfriend’s money as if like it is not money, just a plain tissue paper. I’m glad to have a stingy girlfriend. =PP Off topic again. Yes, ever since I crazily earning money past months, I admit that I do earned quite a sum of cash. Therefore, I spent it more generously. Not on expensive thing, but small little things added up become a huge sum of money.

For example, I went to study. Sleepy? Got a cup of good coffee, 6 bucks. Hungry? Get a piece of cake or finger food, 5 bucks. Let’s have some chocolate and sweet, around 7 bucks. Oh, I studied the whole afternoon; let’s reward myself with a better dinner. 10 bucks gone. Just by stepping out of house, I literally spent around 30 bucks. And yes, minimum, 20 bucks. It is like really too much! I remember last time, before last holidays, I never be so ‘generous’ to myself. This is not a good sign.

Control is the word. While controlling, I shall earn a little bit as well. No choice, money rules the world. Without it, I don’t even dare to step out of my house. LOL!

Last but not the least, I love my girl can! She might not be very pretty, very good in the eye of others; she may have some little bad points. But we are human and not Mr. God. If everyone is perfect, then everyone will be the same. There will be no differences between one and other. This black little dot differentiates one from others, so that everyone is unite. We are special in some way, some form, someone. And my girl is perfect to me in the sense. =D Well, no more sweet talk. Shut up! Hahaha..  

Ehh.. Whatever I said seen like not quite make sense har?! Haiya~ Whatever! Don’t care! Sleepy now~ Good night everyone!

Hi world!

Mr. Lim come back here again.

Oh ya! I'm currently mugging at Mac.

Its seriously super pathetic for my bloggy. Oh crap! So quiet~~ Well, nevermind... So that I have more privacy?! Look at the bright side of my life =D Well, randomly feel like posting coz you know what?!! JunHong fell asleep just now!! And you know why I wake up? Special thanks to this group of China friends. For speaking sooo loudly behind me, if not I shld be still sleeping and wasted the whole night? Althou I am thankful to this grp of people, but... You know, I already woke up... So.. YA! Give me some peace so that we can study here. =X

Something.. No need to be stated. Something.. Its called considerate.. Something.. Its named as awareness. I agreed that this might not be a place to study, but since you all see so many people studying here, can't you just lower down your volume?! I'm sure even people in 7-11 which located 20m away from here could hear vividly about their conversation. -.-"" C'mon!!!! =XXXX

And ya! Yesterday.. Went to sch library with girl. Basically this big group of people were 'playing' at the discussion area of library. Well, discussion area, conversations are allowed. But again....... It's library isn't it?! And ya.. Be considerate. I don't see the need to speak and laugh soo loudly while your friends were just sitting infront of you. UNLESS... You are trying to track attention from people?!

LOL! I'm here not talking about those normal volume of voice okies.. Its seriously sooo loud that the whole South Wing could hear. =S Oh crap!!!! Okay, I know I very troublesome.. But.. This is me -.-"" 

Well, many people are actually studying at Mac now. Why am I studying now since there is no exams no tests nothing! mmmHhmmmmmm.... For this few weeks, I seriously suck up! Slacked/slept thru most of the lectures... So ya.. I need to catch up alittle bit le.

I don't want to spoil my plan althou I know that Im actually quite tired this week. Get the inertia removed from me and progress with my little plan. =))

Just finished my Chem! I'm sooooo proud of myself!! Oh my god, I'm a genious!!!!  And now, to get rid of the sleeping bug, I went up and crap! And And.... Mac connection hor.. Really... Always got problem in connecting. For the first time, I plugged my phone to lappy and connect to internet. I must really say that.. The connection speed is really awesome. =DDDD

COOL!!

I running out of topic to crap about. And ya... I go FB walk walk see see... Then carry on with my little ECP. =((

Zhi Yan's blog always sooo sooooo interesting! Copied from him while I got nothing better to do =X

FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
- Girl, I love you.

- Jie, remember my present =D

- Oh.. Shut the fuck up!

- Wai po.. I miss you too =S

- Zhi yan, magic word: ** TIME ** take it easy

TEN things about yourself:

- Have a super wonderful girlfriend.

- I have a pair of BIG foot. Size 9-11 (depends on brand)

- I weight 59KG NOW! (GROW!!)

- Hate his stupid hair, refuse to style it.

- Can stone at the beach side, emo-ing for the whole day.

- Can drink 3 bottles of HL milk in 10mins.

- Have very high inertia kick off my movement (lazy -.-) , but once I started, I will just continue moving until it reach a stop.

- Cannot live without coffee. 

- Not very 'man-ly' type of guy, but no doubt, I'm straight.

- Loveee his frenz =)

SEVEN ways to win your heart :

• Love is a must.

• Feeling is for sure. 

• Accept me for who i am.

• Caring.

• Cook for me =X

• Understanding.

• Persevere thru. With the wave or against the wave, not easily give up type.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

• My sleep
• My food
• My Friends and family.
• My girl.
• My future.
• My studies.
• My memories.

FOUR things you do before you fall asleep:

• Brush my teeth

• Wash my face.

• Adjust my alarm clock

• Think and think and think till I eventually fall asleep. 

FOUR things you see right now:

• My spec's glasses.

• Lappy

• keyboard

• mouse

THREE songs that you listen to often:

• When you're gone

• Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence

• Vida La Vida

TWO things you want to do before you die:

• I want to have my baby girl first! =X

• Find a good spot. =X

ONE confession:

> I'm actually super stupid.

JunHong is still unable to sleep. =(((

**Copied from Zhi Yan

OMG! WHAT THE..... I wonder how much protein needed to cause this SERIOUS problem.

Oh.. Am I dumb or what?!

Maths.. tmr don't have la.. I still so kang jiong spider for what -.-""

Just checked my time table.. Well, for now.. I go count sheeps and sleep bah!

1 sheep

2 goats

3 pigs

4 dogs

5 bitches

6 puppy

7 cats

8 kitty

9 elephants

10 spiders

11 butterfles

12 ants

13 rats

14 birds

15 fishes

16 prawns

..................................

9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 jia yi =DDDDD

Shall sleep now har =DDDD

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

Erm..

Physically, this guy is actually quite tired.

Emotionally, this guy is actually super active now.

I know this group of researchers actually trying to find some proofs to show that moonlight does affects people in homo-regulation, which causes people to be more moody. Well, I'm not sure how true are they. However, I do feel emotional this night. For no reason, I think of lot of things.. Mostly my little sister.. Oh. I mean my elder sister. =X

Haix.. She is in Europe now, should somewhere in the France having her honeymoon. =) Ehhhh... Got alittle miss her somehow. A home without her noise is like.. so empty. =X Hehehex.. I saw my dad looking at my sister baby's photos just now while my mum was packing some old stuff. Oh god, he was like.. alittle emotional too? This emotion hardly found on my father face. I regretted not taking his photo. =S

I forced myself to sleep, coz I really got no mood/strength to finish my Maths homework. I plan to do it tmr early morning. However, my brain does not coorperate with me. Seriously, I hate my brain. When I needed it to learn, it always switch off and turn into sleep mode. But now I want it to shut down, it just hang there.. Just like my desktop, hang there and never shut down even aft hours. Dots...

So.. I just type this post and crap! Hopefully, I can successfully fall asleep after this. If not, I will just go and do my maths.  

This evening, coincidently met this two frenz, which I know them thru ncc officer course. Oh.. Didn't know that they are actually enlisted by NYP as well. ENLISTED. Coz none of us choose it. =X Went to makan with them at Sumo house, AMK. Then basketball for while lor. That's it. Went back sch alone... Slept for 30++ mins and do some little revision while waiting for JY. (I totally forgot that I got hwk until the very last 30mins before jy dismissed from her class)

Waited her till ard 9pm, went home with her together. =)

Just now, went to fb look look... Wohooo.. My stupid jy wrote something very sweet sio~ Hehehex.. I feel soooo soooooooo happy can =DDD OH my god! -.-""" Thanks god for giving me such a good girl. The first time I seriously thanks god. If there is.... =))))))))))))))

But I still quite emotional now -.-""""" Well, lets move on with my hwk bah! =S

Seriously, JunHong feels so insulted, so stupid. He started to question himself, did he really does something wrong that seriously offended people around.
First time in his life, he being backstabbing by people. Not to say that, there are actually so many people not happy with him. =(

Well, what’s wrong then? From head to toes, he thought thru things that he did recently and got this very funny conclusion. He basically did nothing much, and he also agreed that he did say something wrong last time. Like he remembered he described some next door classmates as baby last time which offended them. I’m so sorry for that. =(

Besides that…. What else then? Dots….

As in, can some guys. Like seriously, stand at a neutral point and look at things. As one of my friends told me, jealousy makes a man blind. Did I, Lim JunHong, seriously do something that seriously wrong? I touch my heart and swear to the god with my life, I never.

If anyone who not happy with me, yes, just leave a meaningful note here.
I think it will be better as a man, we talk face to face than backstabbing isn’t it?
Dots…

Hello world, journal time again!
You know junhong is so dumb for angry at such minor issue. Somehow, he just need to get the words out!
I know why would people,especially girls and shari -.-"", said that Singapore guy are not 'man' enough.

I encounter this very interesting issue.
This boy, who I happened to know alittle, he like my gf for a year plus?
Then I successfully got my girl, then his attitute changed. Everything changed. -.-""
Well, thats still fine with me.
then this boy, told people around him that
"they won't last long, we shall see''
Something like this.
Oh.. Well, what can I do then?
I believe in myself, and my girl.
Forget it!

Then his good friend, another guy went to tell people around something quite interesting as well.
Having said that I purposely pushed him down during a captain ball match just because I want to win.
Well, I remember I reacted immediately after I accidentally knocked him down while we two were trying to catch a ball at the same moment.
I did pull him up, apologized and asked whether he needed a penalty start even I don't think I was in the wrong position.
Ball games.. who never fall down? who never have physical contact before?
=XXX
And he successfully speading this msg around and caused some people around to have negetive feeling towards me. I mean, what is the point then. -.-""
We are no longer children, nor we are girls.. Anything unsure, not happy, why not he just voice out than went around and backstab?

Dotsss...
Everything still alright for me until just now. I saw them walking towards me.. I pressed down my little of frastrated and smiled to them. Because I don't think they is a need to become an enermy. Like soo childish? Then the other guy still okay, at least he looked at me for while... But the other one...
Dots.. His eyes were semi-open, acted a fierce face... as if like he is sooo angry.. -.-"" Well, nothing to say...

And I just feel so stupid! I'm quite childish too, coz I'm not angry with another boy. Haix... JH.. Control... take a deep breathe.. =XXXX

Am I backstabing here? No, at least I never tell anyone this incident before.. and nobody know their names. I just purely want to vomit out the shit in my stomach.

Words of the day..
Let's be man!

Wah.. So long never update my blog. Last few weeks, I was really quite busy and tired. This week, everything settled down. Its time for alittle reflection here. =)

My sister wedding, I will say it was a rather sucessful one, all the expected cock up didn't show up on that day. I'm really proud of that, as I am one of the incharged. =P Sorry for this late appreciation. Seriously, thanks Shari and Yvonne for doing those great things. I'm sure my that would be the most memorable moment for my sister, and we are part of the scene. =)

Whatever over, just let it be past tense and move on. Without my irritating sister around, my house looks alittle quiet and peaceful. Nobody is gonna irritates me with all the bullshit things happened in her job. Nobody is gonna kick my butt and wake me up in the early morning. Well, I'm still okay. JunHong is strong okay! He is just alittle bit miss his irritating sister. Thanks to my JY, be by my side, tolerate my nonsense and ya.... she get what I mean. =) Um.. life goes on.

This morning, I took my temperature, I don't think I got really high fever. In fact, it was just 37.7 only. However, my head was really really ache and dizzy as if like the whole world is spinning. Believe it or not, I couldn't even focus and I was unable to walk in straight line. Just like a drunk man. =X Went to take a long shower... Coz I fell asleep on the toilet bowl, I was sitting on top of the cover btw. =X Then I realised that I already quite late and my condition still not as good. Not only that, I promised to help up today's function at my outlet.

I got 2 choices. Went to school still, but pangsey my job or pong sch and went to work. Coz i don't think my condition can last me functioning for the whole day. I was considering and Serene call came in. She told me that she is on MC today, steven took off. Basically, terry would be running the show and I would be assist him. The pangsey word just somehow couldn't pok out from my mouth... So.. Ya, took the blue pill and went back to bed, woke up in the afternoon.

Went to get another packet of Nitcotine pills, oh fuck.. It is just sooo freaking expensive. -.-"""""" Government is soo funny. Want people to quit smoking and yet still raise the price of the pill. Initially, it wasn't that expensive coz I tried it last year too. Obviously, my last trial failed badly. =X

Today is a day without 'government', terry run the show. And as per usual, I took care of all part timers. Happy to see that there is no female part timer today. Means that I got full strength of Sai Gang Warrior to help me. btw, I was really very normal and perfectly good in the afternoon. =)

Everything was running smoothly and fine. In fact, better than the time with serene. =X Can't deny it, she is a good manager. But... Ya... She always get kang jiong and panic when come to a busy function. =( So.. We all suffered. Nag and nag, I'm most pity one.. Coz I always by her side during the function, the first hand boom always kena me before it reached others. What a pity boy like me. =(

I don't think I have to mention what happened in the function. It was just as normal as any other functions. Heheheeeex... I stood there, helping up those area that needed help.. Eat and drink and crap... xD

Hahahax.. Home sweet home...

And ya... JH miss his girl =X

nights...

微风吹过双颊，你是否曾发现过它存在……

而当它离去时，一切可曾改变？

一切照旧运转着……

多出来的只是一些闷热和一丝汗水。

日出日落，就算见面

也没什么特别

一切都成为了一种习惯。

习以为常的运转着每一天。

而当它离去时

才发现好像少了什么。

相聚与离别

这是一种必然

也许也会成为一种习惯。

成长

起伏的情绪

以及对一切的淡然接受。

把情绪慢慢地沉淀

化作成长路上所需的养分。

而

一切

将继续下去。

一起走过的路

将从此分叉……

脚步将不会停顿

路

还有很长很长……

老姐

祝福你~

我以你的幸福为荣。

Um.. Such a long time never come up and crap about all the bullshit. Well, my life now is great, beside having some minor illness. These days, omg.. Some amazing things happened. For example, a fren.... Yup.. I shldn't crap much about it since I know I'm not supposed to. =( But... It's really amazing, isn't it. Haix....

Every morning, I'm really feel that I'm perfectly alright. But somehow, when come to noon time I just feel sooo ill. Need to take in some medic that I brought, and fell asleep throughout the lecture. I feel so guilty. You know, they are all new lecturer. In the very first lecture/tutorial, I already fell asleep. What kind of impression would I give to them? Well, luckily... They still don't know I'm JH Lim. =p Shari kept asking me to visit doctor, appreciated. But seriously, I don't think I'm really that sick la. Waste money only... Money hard to earn you know! =X

This morning was really pure waste of time. Manufactuing technology's lecture, I learned absolutely nothing but sleep thru the whole 2 hours lecture. You suck jh! Still saying that you will jiayou for studies.. But you just bloody couldn't control your stupid brain. I got quite irks and irritated the whole noon.

Most of the tutorial and lab cancelled since we got nothing to tutor/experiment at yet. So, class ended at 11pm. Wanted to go back NCC HQ help up, but realised that I'm actually wearing sllipper. Dotssss... Went to the NTUC in AMK hub with Shari to grab some stuff for this Sunday Sabo session. Btw, my sister will be officially out of the Lim family on this Sunday. Basically I were busying about her wedding stuff too. So.. Ya...

One of the most pai sey experiences of mine. As one of the game in this Sabo session are "blow up the condom" =x Shari's idea. LOL! Then, I went into the Cheers... As what guy normally did, I grabbed a bottle of drinks together and went to the condom rack. Looking for a favourless condom. =X So many types somemore... DOTS.. Then I giving this it-is-so-normal-to-buy-a-condom look while investigating which to buy. Went to counter, I saw this bloody auntie used her corner of eyes looked at me in weird way. =X Paid and went out.. Upon pushing the door.. I heard the auntie told another malay lady worker in Malay... " oh.. this young guy bought a condom.."

WTF! I should have learned from Mr. Tan PY... His first and only stealing exxperience.. Out of curiosity, he stolen a condom out from 7-11. =X LOL! Okay, SHUT UP! Yup.. Later on.. went home took medic, as I forgot to bring out this morning. Slept for an hour, went to NYP library.. While waiting for her, I read some of the lecture notes and did some of the wedding stuff. Um... She came.. Online play for while.. then we went to Yishun cut hair..

Where were I?

Dotss...

CONTINUE!

Went to Yishun cut hair... Basically I 'forced' her to cut her hair tgt with me. Ended up her hair look like.... soo... CUTE?! ops.. Yup.. Erm... Erm... I'm tired le... Go sleep le.