Hi world! Couldn't fall asleep.

As mentioned earlier on, I got fever and now is in the stage of semi-recovering. Basically I feel quite warm now, and nothing much.

Since Monday, my left leg, to be specific left thigh have gt this very sharp pain whenever I walk. Similar problem had occurred, but it wasn't as pain as this time. Um... This came from very small accident last month, when I accidentally hurt my left leg during my work. Thinking that it will eventually cure and heck it.

Went thru X-ray, nothing wrong with my bone. So, the polyclinic doctor suggested me not to worry too much and just leave it for a month and see how it goes. Definitely, he did said that if I really worry he can refer me to whatever place for whatever test and treatment. Well, just by the name of it, its absolutely a money sucking test. Similar to the Xray on Monday, spent money and tell you everything is fine.

After the X-ray, went home.. The next day the pain increased to a very scary degree. -.-"" Like... from my house walk to the traffic junction, a distance of 30meters? I went thru a huge cold sweat rain. -.-"" Whatever whatever... From YCK MRT to blk S I spent 40++mins.. lol... People look at me like... what this weird ah pek doing -.-"" KNNBCCB...

Yesterday, really tak boleh tahan.. I went to one of the chinese medical clinic somewhere near my house. OMG.. The doctor sucks......... Touch touch abuse abuse not much information.. throw me medic.. ask me if prob continues then come bck again.. Thank You 35 bucks. LOL! Btw.. I live in Woodlands.. So.. You know.. Ya.. LOL...

Seriously, this is the first time I know that sprain muscles need to eat medic der.. lol... =///// But at least I get few things from him... He told me... MAYBE, my nerve got pressed by whatever.. Thats why gt this sharp pain.. Well, my left thigh muscles got little shrink.. Oh fuck.. this really can be a big issue... I don't know -.-"" Just for the seek of 35 bucks from my wallet, I took the medicine and pray that it can cure me. please please...

please please.. F.... I am really very worry... if really my muscles don't cooperate with me.. The amount of money spend will no longer be double or even triple digits. =//// Went to buy something to apply on my muscles just now... And look like quite useful? feel better now... hopefully can cure... =/////// omg omg omg omg... OH fuck... speechless...

Hi world. JunHong is really half-alive now. Like what...

Today is officially my last day working in my outlet before the school holidays. Well.. Nothing to talk about work. Yesterday after my duty, my girl came and pick me up at city hall. Oh.. Well.. I got to admit she is really a sweet girl. Um~ went to get a new water bottle and bought a watch for her. =) She bought me a new ipod porch. =D It's quite nice ah! hahax..

Crap and crap... Ya.. Today morning swift... OMG... Woke up 4 in the morning, took cab at 5am.. started work at 6 am... Tiring.. I got diarrhea again and having little headache in the afternoon. Runny nose... and something gross... My snivel is green in color. OMG!!! SUPER GROSS LA... =XXXX

But....
French final test tmr...
Comm skill proj need to modify...
organic chem haven memorize...
EPC totally alien to it..
......................

Alot more to talk about... I seriously damn afraid....
I scared later exams period then I got sick then GG...
But I tried my best to get myself sick -.-""
But.. ya... the feeling is like... um... like in between of it.. not up not down -.-""

Whatever crap it is... haiyoooo...
Now I actually trying to get myself awake and do some last min work. thats why im here... ya... very sleepy.. English very cock up.. heck.. anything came into my mind i just type out.. lol..

Um... I really quite sorry to my girl.. nowadays.. I was like easily get annoyed... coz.. ya... =//// I will try to control der =((

okok.. go le =(

Two months never touch on my blog at all. Yes, I betrayed my blog and turn it down.

Tonight, I just feel like typing something here.

I am trying to get a word that describe my feelings now. Um... lost?

Yes, I feel confuse...

The JunHong that used to be last time.... oh.. Don't know... Feel so hopeless now. Like... What did I do for the past few months or one year?! Absolutely rubbish.

Jun Hong changed a lot. So much so as I even recognized myself as a PURE slacker.

I did assured myself that polytechnic would never change me in anyway. But... What about now?! What did I do for my studies?! This is probably the worst performance of mine. Procrastination......

I hope I can really stay awake like this throughout my life. Not only when I feel weak..... Haix.. I know... Even I do well in my upcoming years and papers.... Chances of entering local uni is as low as the temperature in Canberra. But I can't see myself so useless...... seriously.. I feel sooo sick of myself.....

I don't want to be a loser...
I don't want to be stupid..
I'm human... not animal..
whatever it is... I want to study.. I want my dream to come true.. than building caster on air.... Fuck myself man!

Welll.. end of nonsense... From a third party view of myself... If this junhong going to be such a useless procrastinator throughout his life... I rather he die now...

For no specific reason, JunHong feel so extremely high this morning. Good mood =D althou I'm really lack of sleep. Most probably affected by all those hyper songs stucked in my eyes since this early morning. =p

I just feel like singing,dancing... and shouting~

actually alot more.. Finally open up my inbox and check mail..

Alot of emo msg -.-"" Which I caused me to feel alittle emotional. LOL! Whatever la~

hahaha.. -.-""

女孩的20岁左右，

这是她最美丽的时刻。

这时她的心地最善良，她有点成熟，又有点孩子气。

 
男孩子20左右，

这是他最暗淡的日子。

这时的他什么都没有，不能独立又不想依赖，挣扎着彷徨着，寻找着自己的位置。

所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她。

因为这个女孩子是在用自己最美丽的年华陪你走过了最暗淡的日子！只要女孩陪他走过去，女孩将永远幸福下去。

 
曾在廣播裡听到
,當孩子頂嘴甚至步入叛逆期時的因應之道
做媽媽的總是嘮叨
,有一次已經高中的兒子不耐煩的頂撞了母親 , 母親氣得半死。
做父親的便約兒子一起出門散步。兩人走了好久
, 父親一路上不發一語 , 兒子納悶。 一直到要進家門口時 , 父親拍拍兒子的肩膀, 以男人對男人的語氣說 :
『等一下進去時
, 給我女人一點面子 !』
兒子驚讶於老爸用哥兒們的語氣對他說話
,並因男人跟男人之間的義氣 , 從此對母親畢恭畢敬的。
所以
, 有的時候 , 父親這個角色還是頗重要的 !
 
當我的小孩頂撞我時,我想告訴他,下列的事任選一樣,做到後,才有頂撞的權利:
1.
連續3 個月每吃完一餐就須催吐 (孕吐)
2.
乳頭被別人吸到破皮達一個月 (餵奶)
3.
肚子塞一顆籃球達 10 個月 ( 懷孕)
4.
接受皮鞭抽打達 48 小時 (生小孩)
5. 10
個月不能喝冰水、咖啡、茶
6. 5
個月睡覺不能翻身
7. 10
個月不能出遊遠行,不能跑跳
8. 10
個月不能生病,要不,生病不能吃藥
9.
至育嬰室把屎把尿一個月
10.
晚上睡覺每二個小時起床一次,清醒30 分鐘達一個月

Hey world! I linked you again! It’s been so long since I last updated my blog. I doubt that anyone still reading my blog, but it doesn’t really matter. I just feel like updating something here. Yes, Jun Hong couldn’t fall into sleep again.

I realised something. Those things that I promised people, I normally tried my best to keep up with it, but those that I promised myself, I usually just break it every time. I also realised that it will be easier for me to keep up with my thoughts, if I updated it here. So, yes! My life now is like a totally mess rojak. I need to reorder it and get back the regulation.

Firstly, studies. I think I just totally screwed it up, which I don’t think it is good. It has nothing to do with my sweet relationship. Procrastination rules my world now. Well, actually I got a lot of times for my studies, but somehow I just wasted my time in doing something else. Normally, my girl end class later than mine, so I have plenty of waiting time. No more “later”, no more ‘let’s go walk walk’, no more ‘facebook-ing’, no more gaming on weekdays. Seriously, I got to stick to my plan and let the book rules my free hour. Especially this week onwards, I will have lesser time for school work as my weekend will be used to do other stuff. PLEASE JUNHONG, STOP PROCASTINATING!

Secondly, work. Serene called me, I did promise to help her in mid Nov to mid Dec as this period usually the peak of tourism. Actually, in such situation, I shall not keep up with my words. I think my studies already really very bad. But let’s face the problems; my pocket is burning a HUGE hole. Well, again. This has nothing to do with my cute little Jia Yi okay! You never know how good is her alright! In actual facts, she is actually stingier than me. Normally, I saw girl don’t really care about boyfriend money so much. In fact, I saw a lot who used boyfriend’s money as if like it is not money, just a plain tissue paper. I’m glad to have a stingy girlfriend. =PP Off topic again. Yes, ever since I crazily earning money past months, I admit that I do earned quite a sum of cash. Therefore, I spent it more generously. Not on expensive thing, but small little things added up become a huge sum of money.

For example, I went to study. Sleepy? Got a cup of good coffee, 6 bucks. Hungry? Get a piece of cake or finger food, 5 bucks. Let’s have some chocolate and sweet, around 7 bucks. Oh, I studied the whole afternoon; let’s reward myself with a better dinner. 10 bucks gone. Just by stepping out of house, I literally spent around 30 bucks. And yes, minimum, 20 bucks. It is like really too much! I remember last time, before last holidays, I never be so ‘generous’ to myself. This is not a good sign.

Control is the word. While controlling, I shall earn a little bit as well. No choice, money rules the world. Without it, I don’t even dare to step out of my house. LOL!

Last but not the least, I love my girl can! She might not be very pretty, very good in the eye of others; she may have some little bad points. But we are human and not Mr. God. If everyone is perfect, then everyone will be the same. There will be no differences between one and other. This black little dot differentiates one from others, so that everyone is unite. We are special in some way, some form, someone. And my girl is perfect to me in the sense. =D Well, no more sweet talk. Shut up! Hahaha..  

Ehh.. Whatever I said seen like not quite make sense har?! Haiya~ Whatever! Don’t care! Sleepy now~ Good night everyone!

Hi world!

Mr. Lim come back here again.

Oh ya! I'm currently mugging at Mac.

Its seriously super pathetic for my bloggy. Oh crap! So quiet~~ Well, nevermind... So that I have more privacy?! Look at the bright side of my life =D Well, randomly feel like posting coz you know what?!! JunHong fell asleep just now!! And you know why I wake up? Special thanks to this group of China friends. For speaking sooo loudly behind me, if not I shld be still sleeping and wasted the whole night? Althou I am thankful to this grp of people, but... You know, I already woke up... So.. YA! Give me some peace so that we can study here. =X

Something.. No need to be stated. Something.. Its called considerate.. Something.. Its named as awareness. I agreed that this might not be a place to study, but since you all see so many people studying here, can't you just lower down your volume?! I'm sure even people in 7-11 which located 20m away from here could hear vividly about their conversation. -.-"" C'mon!!!! =XXXX

And ya! Yesterday.. Went to sch library with girl. Basically this big group of people were 'playing' at the discussion area of library. Well, discussion area, conversations are allowed. But again....... It's library isn't it?! And ya.. Be considerate. I don't see the need to speak and laugh soo loudly while your friends were just sitting infront of you. UNLESS... You are trying to track attention from people?!

LOL! I'm here not talking about those normal volume of voice okies.. Its seriously sooo loud that the whole South Wing could hear. =S Oh crap!!!! Okay, I know I very troublesome.. But.. This is me -.-"" 

Well, many people are actually studying at Mac now. Why am I studying now since there is no exams no tests nothing! mmmHhmmmmmm.... For this few weeks, I seriously suck up! Slacked/slept thru most of the lectures... So ya.. I need to catch up alittle bit le.

I don't want to spoil my plan althou I know that Im actually quite tired this week. Get the inertia removed from me and progress with my little plan. =))

Just finished my Chem! I'm sooooo proud of myself!! Oh my god, I'm a genious!!!!  And now, to get rid of the sleeping bug, I went up and crap! And And.... Mac connection hor.. Really... Always got problem in connecting. For the first time, I plugged my phone to lappy and connect to internet. I must really say that.. The connection speed is really awesome. =DDDD

COOL!!

I running out of topic to crap about. And ya... I go FB walk walk see see... Then carry on with my little ECP. =((